nur wardah dahliya binti mohd jalali

assalamualaikum.w.b.h

so long...

too long...

very long...

same meaning...hehehe...

if talk about so long do not write something here, i always said,"i'm busy"...standard reason rite...

betullll....saya sangat sibuk....bersama-sama ngn my ofismate...

new sillibus for matcriculation program...added computer science as subjek teras...and, we as IT lecturer involved in these. with only 9 members, many things to settle down...we accept it, we face it, we try our best....

terpesong tajuk???hehehe...i know...

ok, back to the title above: who's nur wardah dahliya binti mohd jalali?

my new family's member...our sweetheart, our love, our busuk2, our comel, our intan payung, our manje, our SEMEK....hehehe...too long without new baby girl in our family, and lastly my beloved kak long delivered someone special that named nur wardah dahliya...

recall at the day my kak long admitted and got contraction....im so nervous, so excited...my feeling mix...

Alhamdulillah, wardah dahliya was born safely on 25th februari 2011....after solat jumaat...

Cik La doakan wardah dahliya be a good daughter, hambaNya yang solehah, be a smart person, be a good friends to Cik La...rajin2 balik ganu ye nnti...hehehhe...

so, here i introduce my cute and chubby anak sedare...

 wardah @second day....chinese or japanese look?hehhehe...like cik de

sengetkan kepale anda...hehehe

 wif her mom yg booolatttt...hehehhe....kwn2 ckp my sis look younger than me...sob...sob...i accept this reality...hehehe...

if ad kesempatan, kila update lg ye...wardah dahliya now stay at perak...i'm gonna miss her damn much....

mood: kiela sedang bersedih hati...dont know why...cant describe what the reason, but it related wif dia...

Delayed Release - MY BIRTH OF DAY n CNY

Assalamualaikum w.b.h...how r u my dearest reader? hope all well...i'm doing very well everyone...alhamdulillah...

as title above...story ni dh lame tersimpan kemas in my mind...walaupun sdh agk lewat...more than a month, but really want to story mory gok kat readers yg tercinta....:)

Quite a long time to write something on my blog....here i'm back through after a very busy month...

Its about my BIRTH OF DAY...hari lahir kila ke bumi Allah yang sementara ini.

Dengan lafaz Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim....

27th January 1986....25 years ago....and

Now....

Thank you Allah for giving me another chance to meet my birthday again.Once again the time has come...27 Januari 2011.

Am i enough old???or still young???hehehehe....
For all the sins and wrongdoings i've done.

Its time to look around and consider my own actions.

May Allah forgive me,  InsyaALLAH.

May Allah accept my doa, InsyaALLAH.

For all that i have Ya Allah that i am is from YOU is for YOU and to YOU do i return.

may this my birthday brings me closer to Allah with his touch of blessing.

guide me Ya Allah...

dearest friends...i also seek forgiveness if i've hurt you in any way.

end February is today ...wow! time flies.time goes...time free but it's priceless.

baru berkesempatan to post new entry after so long hold it...

My birthday especially...the number of 27 is very special...of course because its my birthday...

then, when some people ask me..."kiela, when ur birthday?", "Kiela,brape hb tarikh lahir?", "Kiela, xingat la tarikh lahir deme...bila ye?", "Kiela, i confius la ur birthday bila... dua puluh brape ye?",

hehehe...with confident plus shy2 cat i will answer:" jumlah pahala solat berjemaah tu tarikh lahir kila...pada bulan Januari..." that mean 27 Januari...pahala solat berjemaah kan 27 kali ganda dr solat sorang2...:)

i'm very excited to story mory about celebration of my birthday...there are memories that I will not forget until any. I will remember until the end of my life. I will be stories to my childrens and grandchildrens that I long for my age. even feel angry, embarrassed, and sangat serba salah, because I do not like the difficulty for me, but I'm very happy for him and them..

I would really appreciate them until the end of my life.

I do not care whether I celebrated a birthday or not ... but every time they come year after year, sepenuh kesyukuran saya panjatkan kepada Allah s.w.t. kerana memberi peluang kepada saya untuk terus menghirup udara segar di bumiNya, masih berpeluang untuk memperbaiki segala kekurangan, masih berpeluang untuk menambahkan amalan kebaikan, tingkatkan ketakwaan dan keimanan sebagai hambaNya.

still have the opportunity to serve and sacrifice for my beloved family, relatives, friends, religion, students....Alhamdulillah...

on January 26, 2011, my birthday is celebrated the day before. greeted at the office with Kak Rus and other officemates ...

enjoy the pictures below:

 kikilala n kak rus upin ipin

 cake beday yg best

 kak muzi n kak eg kusyuk mkn....

yg celebrate our beday kt ofis

session 2 celebrate my beday....

 After the maghrib prayer on January 26, Nurul invite Kila went out to eat ...
she said the table was booked. but i'm quite strange, because just to eat at mc donald ...why must booking2 rite?hehehhe.... i think to eat in restaurants only.

ikut je la...dah org nk belanja kan...kalu makan KFC best gok nurul...hahaha...demand....

at TC can all happen without thought of my mind..just let they and me know...

sila enjoy gambar-gambar di bawah yang boleh dilihat...hehehhe...alhamdulillah...

 thanks so much to mek nuyoi...

 thank you very much for the cake and present to K.A.M.U

belong to kikilala n nuyoi

 thank you very much for a surprise birthday, willing to spend to eat, all who are willing bersusah payah for me, for I do not expect gifts from both of u...

terima kasih banyak-banyak atas ucapan-ucapan selamat dari keluarga tersayang...adik hakim yang baru mula belajar menaip mesej (so sweet adik), ujah, kak long, angah, byie, deq syue, cik na...
ucapan dri my beloved bff, friends....luv u all so much..

CNY Break...

very busy road during the chinese new year break...

depart from gambang to ganu at 9.30 with waheeda and nurul...

before that we have breakfast at the nearby kedai makan mahkota aman...

 

cuti xterasa sgt kerana busy memenuhi undangan kwn2...

4 Feb 2011, dua undangan yg perlu diattend...plus kenduri tunang my duapupu...

lets the pic story it..

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 jodoh jeng @ ernie sampai dlu b4 we all...hope you happy forever....

 pok@ nadrah bertunang...

ambik berkat....hehehhe

I write too long already...hehehhe...i think to add about ICT week...but no have idea about it...i will story about it at the next entry erk...wait for it yaa....hehehhe....

Doakan saya terus kuat untuk tempuhi hari-hari mendatang...

Works with sincerity, calm and happy....Confident with myself even orang lain meraguinye...

See you later my dear readers...

footnote:

* Happy birthday to Adik Syue (21 Feb 2011)

*alhamdulillah, tahniah untuk my Kak Long kerana selamat melahirkan baby girl pada 25 Feb 2011 (Jumaat)

First entry 2011

Assalamualaikum...

Alhamdulillah, syukur masih dipanjangkan usia untuk melalui tahun 2011...hope usia masih panjang seiring jua dengan pertambahan amal ketakwaan kepada Allah....Xmahu hidup sia-sia...

Many things happened...and i dont know how to write it rite now...

Thinking....and i decide to divide it in several section....heheheh...

MAIKK (30 Dis 2010)

Two days before 2010 ending, my college ada majlis AIKK....

Tema: anggun, bergaye and glamour...

So pening think about what should i wear...lastly decide, borrow my KakLong punye baju akad nikah...hahaha...while ambik aura byk2 skali....nk tgok cmner i look like:..

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caution!Just ignore wif the blind-blind one, shining color, laser  or whatsoever la...

meriah x baju makcik Kiela ni?

Kita tgok another one erk....

jeng...jeng...

spot me....:)

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suspen je...mmg i x bergaye sgt dat nite...my auntie said , i like nk bertunang dah...huhuhu....

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SPORT - BADMINTON AND JOGGING

Diz year i starting it with sport....i love sport...badan cm sgt xselesa bila sdh lame x bersukan....then, diz year i nk encourage myself and my friends  involve in SPORT...at least jogging at Weekend day....

I join Badminton and my partner is Waheeda...hopefully we can win this tournament...i will try my best....Pray for us my friends...

RELATIONSHIP

Banyak maksud relationship ni...hehehe...

Relationship wif my friends....aka friendship...

Ada yg terasa semakin jauh, ada yg terasa biase2 aje, ada jg yg rase makin rapat, ada yg mcm suam2 kuku...hehehe....pepun yg i rase dekat or jauh...i love my friends so much....nak2...my BFFs....Name2 nye...rahsia....I will do anything for them....

Setiap org ada kelemahan, me too of course....ada...

Terima baik buruk org seadanya...

Kelemahan diri kita perbaiki and always upgrade to be better than our old time.

"relationship"...hehehe...i know dia try to be honest about dia feeling....but...i'm in dilemma (mcm lagu Nora lak). I try to be honest too, but i dont know how...but if dia know me, dia will understand what i try to do...what i try to talk...what i try to explain....heheheh....

selama ni berkawan...dia always story mory about dia, relationship die before, whose dia like, and bila membabitkan or menerbitkan feeling2 ni, i jadi sgt segan...i jadi so lemah...i jadi so naif....i jadi so takut....i jadi sgt rendah diri...i jadi sgt xconfident...

I like dia so much...becoz i know dia is a good one...but i'm not really ready about to be so serious in relationship...InsyaALLAH if we are meant be together, i accept it with open heart...hehehehe....tetttt....sape2 bace, senyap je erk...

still dalam proses membiasakan diri, preparing myself....

hope dia xbosan dengan i.InsyaAllah i will wait for you...

CAREER

work more harder than last year...ikhlaskan diri mendidik anak bangsa, more bersemangat. chaiyok2...dont ever tangguh2 kan keje...do work as soon as possible...practice to be a good teacher....lebih tegas and garang....(hahahha....cmner nk train i ni).

no more drama air mata...be strong facing any situation...

be anak buah yg berkaki lebar (berkaliber), facing all challenges with smiling...

what else?....the conclusion, i want be a great Teacher, great Worker...can i?InsyaALLAH....always pray for it.

MY LIFE

be a better muslimah, better person, better daughter, better sister, better friends, be better in what i do, what i be...for the rest my life...my lifetime.

Plan my financial neatly, for my bright future...hehehe...

Banyakkan amal ibadah...dari sekecik-kecik amal until la sebesar-besarnya...avoid mengumpat, avoid mengadu domba, avoid bermasam muka, avoid bad mood without nothing reason, avoid increase my voice volume. its not my faithfulness for diz year...because for me, we need to change our bad attitudes to the better one, day by day, time by time...as soon as possible...jangan biarkan menjadi barah dlm diri kita bru nk baiki...so, everyday, everytime i really hope to be a good person, a good ummah....dont talk to much, but make it be real Shakila....InsyaAllah...

for my beloved family....my priority...

really hope that i always be with them in any situation, tolong segalanye semampunye  sebaik mungkin...

Alhamdulillah, semoga terus diberi nikmat iman yang xpegun semakin bertambah, nikmat islam yang berterusan, nikmat kesihatan, nikmat kebahagiaan yang berpanjangan, nikmat rezeki yang melimpah ruah untuk sm2 utk dikongsi, dilindungi dan dirahmati oleh Allah s.w.t sentiasa...everywhere, everytime.

Tough Weekday

Assalamualaikum wbh...

pic:from google image

Yes....absolutely, i'm going through a tough time for this weekday.

On Monday and Tuesday, Audit ISO from SIRIM...Alhamdulillah, i'm not selected...but still nervous for my beloved friends....unitmate (Kak Muzie and Kak Eg), officemate merangkap my housemate (Waheeda). I still get ready for it (auditting) especially LPS...

Listen the story from Kak Muzie, Kiela nyaris2 nk kena audit bcoz she wants a new lecturer from my unit...but bcoz of our KJ is very clever answered her question, i'm safe...alhamdulillah...

Next year must beware...and arrange all the document neatly...hope so....

Waheeda, Kak Muzie and Kak Eg diaudit dengan jayanye...Seronok and agak menggerunkan jgk dgr cite they all.

Then, on Wednesday until Friday...wakil from BMKPM come to observe us bcoz of excellent result in PSPM1....must get ready, takut-takut i'm the person will observed...must completing all the PB, rubric for assignments, notes and modul...preparing mentally and physically...wear shoes, nametag...what else...bring teaching journal to the class....attendance of course needed too.

At the wednesday evening (8.19pm), got message from my beloved friend, Nuyoi.

"Kiela, ayh nrl x dok doh ptg td"

Kiela bc that message many times...try to understand and try to avoid perasaan xelok...byk kali...then, Kiela call Nurul....but of course nurul dont pick up her phone...sebak dh terasa...betul ke ape yg aku fikirkan ni...

She texted me:

" Nrl x angkat tpn kiela, nrl msg je"

Mesej itu menjelaskan and memahamkan kiela, nurul dlm keadaan yg tidak stabil...amat sedih, ofcourse...

and i cnt stop my tears drop by....i wish, i be there with her for diz moment...hope so so much....

Try to calm down myself....i dunt know how nurul face this too hard situation...but i hope nurul cekal and sabar...

Nurul, Kiela doakan nurul and family tabah and sabar....terima pemergian arwah dengan redho...Allah lebih sygkan arwah...doakan smg arwah dirahmati Allah dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman...

Baru je rase berjumpe dengan arwah raye puasa diz year....time flies too fast....Al-Fatihah...

to Mariani: senyap-senyap je erk pe yg u dgr time u call me...Kiela just xdpt tahan..i'm try but cnt....

Still thinking of Nurul....

Cannot wait the coming of Friday bcoz ada ceramah agama" aku terima nikahnya"...the title sound interesting...i'm going back home diz weekend together-gether with Waheeda...pray for our save journey friends....

Going busy about preparation for annual dinner or AIKK kolej...lemah nye semangat bila kena buat persembahan...baju plok xthu nk pki ape...maklum la bukan jenis melawa...lastly just pickup random baju-baju yang biasa pakai g kerja...huhuhu....will see friends how i look like that night...hehhehe....

i think the entry for this time is too long...so before i write something that sound so weird, or u all dh xlarat nk bc better i stop right.....heheheh

till then...see you reader...

hope next week...keadaan kembali bertenang....amin...

Wassalam...

footnote: all the best to my sis and my cousin yg sedang berdebar-debar nk tahu result PMR...Kak La doakan both of u dari kejauhan Gambang ini...

Friendships are important, especially between women.  We are really there to support each other and help one another through the tough times. 

Salam Maal Hijrah...1432 H

Assalamualaikum w.b.h...

Today,

8th Dis 2010 bersamaan 2 Muharam 1432 H...

Yesterday,

7th Dis 2010 bersamaan 1 Muharam 1432 H...The first day of the year is observed on the first day of Muharam, the first month in the Islamic Calendar.

Just late a day...I gonna wish Salam Tahun Baru 1432 H to all muslims all over the world.

As muslims,  orang Islam, awal muharam must celebrated dengan penuh kesyukuran, dengan penuh ketakwaan, do or attend various religious activities.

Syukur alhamdulillah to those yg membaca doa akhir tahun and doa awal tahun. InsyaALLAH amalan kita diterima dan diberkati olehNya...amin....

Berita gembira juga, my parents already at our home sweet home...

Byk nak cerita, but dunt know how to start...Next time if i got a long free time, i will post the entry about kepulangan my parents from Tanah Suci Mekah...InsyaAllah...

See you dear readers...Love all of you...

Azam baru ape ye???hehehe...Biarlah rahsia...Malu nk cakap, becoz i think u all hv a lot of great faithfulness...am i rite...

Lastly....i got it

Assalamualaikum...

Kiela menaip entry for dis time dlm mood: Happy, Excited, Thankful

InsyaALLAH diz evening i will bertolak to my hometown after work wif my sis and my eldest bro. InsyaALLAH tomorrow evening my parents will arrive from Makkah...so excited...i can't wait for diz moment...pray for everythings my beloved friends...

Hope our journey safe dan blessed Allah.

Thinking about how hard to apply CRK. Then, lastly kiela bertekad jgk untuk call and apply again. Even, kena sindir, kena marah, cite sensasi bakal dijaja,....i dunt care...In this situation, i really need it...

Alhamdulillah, lastly....i got it...CRK 2 days.Thank a lot.

Just packing my things last nite...i know my sis xsabar nk balik jgk (bwk die jalan2 ke Kuantan for 2 weeks).

Xsabar jgk nk jumpe my Afnan...i got the story, he SUDAH GEMUK!!!muke bulat.Maybe stay wif my eldest sis, he cannot active like usual. hehehe...its ok adik, u still cute like ur sis...(memperasankan diri sekali sekala)hehehe....

Ok...see u again my beloved friends and my supportive readers...have a nice day guys....

footnote:
*Happy birthday to my cikna...dah bagi awal hadiah kt die hari tu...May all of your day  be filled with sunshine and smiles, laughter and love.

*Happy belated birthday to my housemate, Miss Waheeda Abdul Wahab.I hope all your  dreams and wishes come true

Bila "dia" lebih berhak...:(

salam...

juz short entry...

current mood: "gembira sgtttt"

"Dia".....Please consider!!!...susahnya nk dpt off 2 days..i'm not go to enjoy or holiday...just to pick up my parents at airport...so excited to look their face, hug them, salam and cium their hands...after 47 days...

Lastly got half day off for Thursday....1day CRK. agaknya salah timing saat request for dat...Redha dalam  kesedihan yang xdpt diucap...

Cannot jemput my parents at airport on Thursday, jangka smpi at airport Terengganu at 2.00 pm....just meet them at home becoz i'm just can leave my college after my class on Thurday end at 1.00 pm...Merempit tahap dewa pun xsmpt smpi Ganu pukul 2.00 pm...so, i redha...

"dia" will understand my feeling, and rasa ape yg i rasa when "dia" or family "dia" mengalami nya...

I...semakin mendekatkan diri dari "dia"...

I...murung and cannot focus in my class...

Hanya padaNya tempat mengadu...

ADIKKU...AFNAN HAKIM

08.11.2010 (9.05 pm) in waheeda's myvi.

Kiela: Hello, assalamualaikum adik

Afnan: Waalaikummussalam...... kak la (jwbnya slow, i think more than 10 seconds the time that he taken.hehehe)

Kiela: hehehe...adik wat nape tu?

Afnan: erm...(sempat lagi fikir2)...adik baru sahaja selesai makan nasi, pas tu adik duduk depan tv, baring2 , pas tu adik tgok tv (slang dh tukar cakap Perak -org ganu kata "cakap luor".one  by one die cakap die sudah dan sedang buat ape).

Kiela: adik makan nasi lauk pe?sedap dop?

Afnan: sedap r...adik makan nasi lauk pelam cicoh budu...(Kiela yang mendengar menelan air liur....terliur wei...huhuhu)

Kiela: sedap ngat adik...Kak La nk sket boleh....lame xmakan lauk tu (padahal baru je makan time cuti sem hr tu...hahahha)

Afnan: Kak La mari la sini (Perak) , makan ngan adik...

Kiela: xleh la...Kak La keje....xpe, balik ni adik wat blik deh (lambat lagi tu)

Afnan: ok...(pah tu die diam)

Kiela: Watpe senyap dik?

Afnan: Kak La, adik rindu sangat ke ma dan abah....(Kiela: terdiam dan terkedu while i try to stop my tears drop.ada dlm my friend's car bcoz otw nk g makan. Padahal Kiela sgt sebak and i cnt believe he will talk like that).

Kiela: erm...xpe la adik, x lame doh ma ngan aboh nok balik...adik sabor la.duduk ngan kak long dlu...keggi balik la ngan klong masa ma ngan aboh balik keggi deh. ma ngan aboh tepon dok adik?

Afnan: tepon maren.adik ckp la ngan ma , ngan aboh. (Kedengaran suaranya sebak dan tersekat-sekat....Kiela???lagi la....pujuk hati dunt cry...huhuhu...)

Kiela: ma ngan aboh gane, sihat x?adik ckp lame x? (Kiela bertanya sambil tergagap2...mcm bru nk bljor ckp je....hahahha)

Afnan: Ma sihat...aboh sakit tekok (seminggu di Mekah aboh dh sakit tekok, i hope that problem not disturb him to focus on ibadah).

Kiela: xpe la dik, xlame doh ma ngan aboh nok balik dumoh...(terdiam lagi...xthu nk ckp cmner doh)
ok la dik, Kak La nk g kedai makang kejap ni...xmakang lg hari ni...Kak La tepon adik esok plok deh...(janji ku lagi..need to call him everyday to avoid him feel lonely).

Afnan: ok Kak La....tepon adik deh...Kak La, Kak La, erm...adik nok bagitahu ni...erm...Kak La kena tepon adik setiap hari pada pukul 9 pagi (die sudah wake up from sleep) dan 9 malam (already done taken his dinner).boleh??? (Kiela???terdiam...kemudian gelak....macam orang tua2 plok budak ni.dari mana dia dapat idea cmni pun, i dunt know la.how he can make a request like dat...cmner die plok terfikir nk bagi jadual wktu utk call die everyday....hahhaha....my bro dh semakin besar and maybe pengaruh of cartoon....:))

Kiela: Pukul 9 pagi  Kak La ada ngajor anok murid Kak La...

Afnan: Pukul 12 boleh? (hahaha...mcm main jual beli aje)

Kiela: erm...Pukul 1 la dik...Kak La abih kelas masa tu...boleh?

Afnan: ok Kak la...so... (aik...speaking plok doh awang ni)...Kak La tepon adik pukul 1 ngan 9 malam deh?

Kiela: ok dik...ok lah, Kak La nk smpi kedai makang doh ni...Kak La tepon edok deh...duk molek dumoh Kak Long...Jangan baloh ngan Daniel (Daniel tu baby yg Kak Long jage...selalu mengekori afnan ke sana ke mari sehingga merimaskan die....biasa la afnan biasanye lonely je di rumah except di sekolah tadika nye....)
k dik, bye, assalamualaikum.

Afnan: k bye...waalaikummussalam.... (ended call)

Kiela....terdiam think about talking2 ngan Afnan Hakim tadi...sedih and senyum lucu....semenye bercampur....

Kesian kt adik...ma and abah just leave us for 25/ 47 days. wait and be patient for 22 days yet...

Alhamdulillah sudah 25 hari my parents were there, Tanah Suci Mekah. Pray for them everyday so that they can beribadah dengan baik dan sempurna...The most important they diperkenankan Allah mendapat Haji yg Mabrur, InsyaALLAH. Happy Hajj with many good rewards to ma and abah.

love both of you so so much....

ma, amir n cik zah

mama punya beg

 abah punya beg

 bag to both of them

busy tampal stiker

byie, shahid, amir and abg long

ma waiting for announcement

gmbor ma aje smpt ambik, abah xdang

I MISS AFNAN HAKIM LIKE CRAZY....huhuhuhu...

adik and iddin

footnote:

*takziah to Ruzy atas pemergian ayahanda nya yg tercinta ke Rahmatullah hari Khamis yg lepas (4 Nov 2010). sabar atas dugaan ini and ingatlah Allah lebih menyayangi arwah....Al-Fatihah.

Dream come True...

Assalamualaikum....

Today is Wednesday...

Tomorrow is Thursday...

hehehe...

on Thursday, kiela back to my hometown, Kuala Berang.

InsyaALLAH, on Saturday, 16 hb Oktober, my parents (ma and abah) akan bertolak ke Mekah. Alhamdulillah, lastly diz year ada rezeki ma and abah menunaikan Haji di Mekah. Niat di hati ingin ikut bersama, but....faham2 je la...no money enough...huhuhu....pray hard, menabung from now to achieve it. Pray for both of them and all muslimin muslimat yg mengerjakan rukun haji ke-5 diz 1431 H. semoga semuanya berjalan lancar, all ibadah dilakukan sesempurna mungkin, diberikan kesihatan yang baik dan kekuatan dalam beribadah di tanah suci.

Alhamdulillah, cuti (CRK) approved. hampir setahun bekerja, baru dpt apply CRK ni. Gembira hatiku...alhamdulillah....

Xsabar nk balik...miss them so much...udah lame rasenye tidak menampakkan my cute face di kg halaman...hehehehe...

Hope my bro bertolak subuh2 pagi esk from Selangor so that both of us can arrived at home as morning as can. Drive cik ver yg sudah berkilat and harum wangi ku belai yesterday (takut kena ceramah free dr cikna if cik ver comot)...doakan perjalanan and semua urusan kami dirahmati and diberkati...amin...

see yaa....

Tanpa perasaan

Assalamualaikum...salam sejahtera...

current mood: xdok perasaan...huhuhu

Xpandai and x suka untuk write somethings about my feeling here, but i dunt have any medium yet...share wif family (i x pandai), share wif friends (erm...maybe rase semakin jauh hati, maybe juz small matter and maybe they busy)...so take decision to write down about it here.

back to diz entry....

why  xdok perasaan ketika entry ini ditulis...kerana perkara cm ni dh beberapa kali berlaku  sejak bekerja. Time perkara ni terjadi, sedihnya Allah saje yg tahu...i'm crying and crying again (always ingt kan myself dunt easier drop my tears, but i cn't)...huhuhu...Kita hormat dia kerana dia lebih tua, and kita tahu die lebih byk tahu, lebih berhikmah dlm berkata-kata, lebih pandai mendidik anak buahnya dek lamenye die di bidang ni. but byk yg salah dri yg betul...

ku:

* x pandai membodek

* x pandai nk ramah-tamah

* x pandai nk bermuka-muka

* x pandai nk menyerlah

 x kisah untuk ditegur, jika kena pada tempatnya. hargai semua teguran, setiap pandangan, setiap nasihat yg masuk ke telinga kanan (pasti x keluar di telinga kiri).

x kisah untuk dimarah, tapi biarlah secara profesional, biarlah berhemah, biarlah berhikmah. 

sangat sedar banyak yg x tahu dari tahu. tapi berilah peluang untuk diri ini berubah, tingkatkan ilmu, belajar apa yang patut seiring dengan peredaran masa. pengalaman baru secuit, jangan mengharap lebih dari dr kemampuan.

Lihat diri sendiri before menghukum org lain. selagi bernama manusia, kesalahan sentiasa ada. berilah ruang & peluang.

Biar pun kita berada di atas, hormatlah jua pada yang berada di bawah...

I cn't respect her anymore....huhuhu...suspect adalah....huhuhu...

footnote

*always remind  myself, jangan pilih kasih

*always betulkan myself before tegur org lain

*dunt sakitkan or kecilkan hati org lain

*respect each others

*love yourself and family

 

Salam Aidilfitri

Salam to all...

Salam Aidilfitri too for all of my family members, my beloved friends and all muslimin and muslimat in the world (...mcm la semua org be a reader for diz blog....hehehhe...)

Agak lame tidak menulis sebenarnye...so busy ngan PB my students, report kursus after 3 bulan, fail meja, ISO...semuanya duniawi...

Sedih...Ramadhan bakal meninggalkan kita...juz  tinggal 2 hari je lagi include today if raye hari Jumaat. sama2 waiting 4 announcement tonite ye...

Tapi hati rase sayu sgt, Memikirkan ibadat and amalan di bulan penuh keberkatan ini sedikit cuma. huhuhu...Terlalu alpa dengan duniawi...Ampunkan hambaMu ini Ya Allah.

Ramadhan.. insyaAllah bertemu lagi untuk tahun2 seterusnya agr dpt di update amalan-amalan kebajikan...agar dapat ditingkatkan keimanan dan ketakwaan kepada Allah s.w.t.

Hope Ramadhan tahun ni antara yg terbaik buat kita semua, InsyaAllah, Amin....

 

Today, after keje terus bertolak ke my Hometown wif sahabat terchenta....Waheeda. doakan perjalanan kami lancar, dirahmati dan dilindungi...xsabar nk sampai home sweet home:)

To those yg nk balik kampung 4 celebrate aidilfitri jg, drive safely ye..... jangan drive laju2 and membahayakan org lain...bersabar dan jgn cepat panas di jalan raye. the most important is " biar lambat asalkan selamat". doakan perjalanan kita semua selamat pergi and balik.

 

Memohon kemaafan atas segala khilaf yang ada.

Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri buat semua.

Maaf Zahir & Batin.

Bersederhanalah dalam setiap perkara yang kita lakukan dan semoga semuanya mendapat keberkatan dariNya.

P.U.A.S.A di bulan R.A.M.A.D.H.A.N

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim...

Kita mula kan dgn niat berpuasa dulu erk...hehehe...

Puasa x hari ni?jgn tuang pose ye...to girls dimaafkan if ada sebab yang diberikan khas utk kaum hawa sahaja.

Pengertian Puasa:

Menahan diri dari makan dan minum dan dari segala perbuatan yang boleh membatalkan puasa, mulai terbit fajar hinggalah terbenam matahari.

Rasenye belum terlambat dan x akan terlambat utk Kiela wish Selamat Berpuasa to all muslimin muslimat in the world. Sama-sama kita berusaha upgrade amalan dan ibadah kita di bulan yang penuh keberkatan ini.:)

footnote:

1. so sad cause diz year cannot puasa sebulan di rumah..rindu last year punye puasa...sebulan duk umah.time ni i'm waiting for posting. but its ok, pengalaman ini mengajar Kiela erti R.I.N.D.U erti S.A.B.A.R erti B.E.R.D.I.K.A.R.I

2. Thinking about balik kg pada cuti Nuzul Quran nanti:) x sabar rasenye...5 days holiday...

3. Kiela ambik kesempatan ini mohon ampun maaf atas segala silap salah sengaja atau tdk sengaja...Ku hanya insan lemah lagi hina. Sucikan hati dan saling bermaafan sebelum berpuasa. Lakukan Ibadah Puasa dengan tenang dan penuh keinsafan.

Cinta Terakhir

Assalamualaikum...

Alone again @ house during weekend ni...:(

Chat wif Cik Asiah while listening  Cinta Terakhir song by Aiman...OST Ilusi...

Think about future...hehehe...:)

Juz to share diz lyric wif all of you...and sama2 feeling erk...:)

Cinta Terakhir
Album : Single Terbaru
Munsyid : Aiman Akademi Nasyid


Kau Cinta pertamaku
Engkau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa menafikan kasih kita...

Kau ayu dimataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara didunia...

Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir...

Mungkin kitakan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ketentuan Tuhan....

Lagu/lirik: Hafiz Hamidun 

dedicated specially for all my beloved friends...:)

...LoVE...LOve...LoVe...

Awesome Weekend

Assalamualaikum and salam sejahtera to all my dear readers.... (ad ke readernye???)....hehehe....:)

nway...thank you so much for stopping by...

Diz entry Kiela nk story about last weekend that i had such a great weekend wif my beloved friends...Mek Na, Mek Ani, and Mek Nuyoi...so, added by Kiela be four person la kan...

Last two week, sengaja message mek ani, ask for her to come spend her time at Gambang and Kuantan...hehehe...tak sangka cempedak jadi nangka...she agreed wif my plan and asked Mek Na to join us too...

So, Mek Na applied her cuti (topup balik katenye cuti saturday yg die keje) and approved...:)...next step, they beli tiket for come to Pahang...sangat x sabar wait for them...long time no see and spend time together...

Kiela pun belikan tiket for them go back to Ganu on Sunday (11 Julai).
Semua plan yg lain cancelled just for spend time wif both of them...Luckily Nuyoi dah ad kereta and sanggup be pemandu yang berhemah for us....

9 Julai 2010 (Friday)

Get ready to fetch Mek Na and Mek Ani at Terminal...waiting for Nurul's calling but...nope...
Dalam hati kate, mesti Mek Nuyoi ni tido...do decision to call her...and...absolutely she sleep...hahaha....
Tido xcukup bcoz the nite before she stay up to finish all works.

Nuyoi dtg ambik me around 11.30 pm...first time out from my house at that time...best jgk rasenye bcoz jalan x busy...
sunyi, lengang, tenang...

Belum smpai terminal, both of them dah msg us told that they already arrived at terminal...
"Please wait just for 5 minutes"...i replied them...
Once diorg dh msuk dlm kerete, 1st question is...."lapar x?"...(mahunye x...duk dlm bus 4 hours tu...nk2 mid nite...lagi la)
tul x?...
we decide to "makan mlm" at Aroy Chicken. Time tu dah dekat kul 1.30 am kot...nk kate makan pagi pun boleh la....hahaha...

Makan2 smbil sembang2...
Bertolak ke my rent house around kul 2.00 am kot...lupe lak nk tgok jam time tu...
Plan xnak tdo, but everyone looks like so tired...nnti kan x pasal2 esk xlarat nk jalan2...
we all sleep jgk la mlm tu....ZzzzzZZZzzzzz....(Good Morning)

10 Julai 2010 ( Saturday)

Eventhough tido xcukup...(nk2 weekend...alasan..!!!), but kerana semangat yg berkobar-kobar...and dgn plan yg mcm2 we all gagahkn jua  diri utk outing together...
Mek Na and Mek Ani x sabor nk shopping tu...Kiela and Nurul juz jeling2 je la...tgh bulan, poket pokai...huhuhu...

After Zuhur, we all go to Mega Mall shopping complex...wakaka...ramai giler org, smpai parking pn jauh beribu batu...(fuyoo...padahal memang malas nk jalan kaki)           
Kiela kongsi pic2 time kitaorg shopping erk...

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....taaadaaaa....

mek nuyoi and mek na

Mek Ani and Mek La

Penat dh kaki ronda-ronda satu Megamall tu, dengan org yg ramai bcoz ada sale giler2 (80%)...ye ke?Kiela tgok bese je...huhuhu... 

We all plan terus g Teluk Cempedak...There we all can talk more each other...knows the secret (single, available or not)...share everythings (about works, family, future, sadness, happiness).

Ni plak the pic2 yg smpt di snap time lepak2 kt TC...
see yaa...

we all lepak kt sana until 11.30 pm...seharian berjalan, ronda2 badan pun penat2...mata Kiela lagi la...cannot open dh rasenye...girls yg lain cm ok je...
before smpi umah, berhenti makan dlu...perut sudah menyanyi riang....lagu kerongcong plok tuh...

Rase cm xnak tdo sbb esk Mek Na and Mek Ani dh nak balik....but, i'm the 1st person tdo dat nite...huhuhu...Shakila...shakila...always like dat.

11 Julai 2010 (Sunday)

wake up dr tdo awal gok la...hehehe...
Today plan nk mkn nsi lauk budu, ulam-ulaman and ikan rebus.so pagi2 lgi, Nurul and Mek Na dah mcm mak2 g pasar......raye beli ape yg patut...
So, plan we all nk mkn nasi ngan those lauk2 be reality...sooodddaaaappppppppp....makan hingga menjilat jari...hehehe....

after siap2 makan, ngemas and prepare diri msg2...terus bertolak ke EC Mall.Mek Na nk buy web cam...nsb baik EC Mall tu x mcm Megamall...brg2 yg nk dicari senang nk dpt...so, we all just taken a few minute to find it.
Time is too short rasenye...
Suddenly dh kul 2.30pm...kena hntr both of girls ke terminal...

Najihah and Mariani...
Hopefully, both of you x serik dtg kuantan, dating wif us (Kiela and Nurul)
I had a great time....Thank you for the sweet memories...

To Nurul:
thank you so much...:)

To all:
Thank you all for being a part of the wonderful memories...

I thank to Allah SWT for the amount of love I have in me and my ability to give it freely without expectations to others.

I care for those people around me and trying to be honest to everyone. Thank you awesome people!

Elly's wedding

Madam Suhaily bin Che Mohamad Shukri

She is a librarian at KMPh...just register as a worker 2 weeks late from me...

This entry juz to wish:

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU TO ELLY AND IJAM (her husband)

Maaf banyak2 sebab xdapat penuhi undangan majlis kahwin elly kt NACC hari tu (5 Jun). If kiela ada kt Ganu, InsyaAllah kiela g ngan family...tapi nk wat gane...i can't be there...so sorry...

Kiela doakan elly dari kejauhan di bumi Gambang...

Dah jumpe elly kt kolej, tapi xsempat give her the wedding gift...wait elly erk...i hv somethings special for u...hehehe...

to elly and her husband:

• semoga berbahgia hingga akhir hayat
• terus tabah menempuhi alam rumahtangga
• cepat2 dp baby erk

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elly: sorry kiela curi 2 keping foto kahwin deme kat ur blog and ur facebook :)

sweet couple...elly, u look so beautiful...:)

My Kak Long

they...in their unforgettable day

Assalamualaikum w.b.h and double happy for all...

Very happy today...

Thankful to Allah after two years waiting for this rezeki...lastly...My Kak Long will be a mom...

Walaupun still awal lg...but Kiela terasa jg nk share berita gembira ni with all frenz...pray for my Kak Long erk and her baby too...

Ofcourse...yg super duper happy Kak Long and her husband...

X sabar rasenye nk tnggu kelahiran "orang baru" in my Family...next year, insyaALLAH...

* HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ABAH
* HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANGAH (cpt2 kahwin) :10 jun
* HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ABAH TOO : 26 Jun
* SHIMA : very happy dpt baca kembali ur writing in ur blog...very love it...keep update ur blog always:)

Before Mei End...

Assalamualaikum w.b.h....

Lame bebenor tdk menulis sehingga rakan2 yg follow my blog kerinduan...cheewaahhhh...hehehehe...
Bukan ape, ke'busy'an yang kdg2 Kiela create sndiri menyekat masa utk menulis dengan senang lenangnye...
But, betul.....Kiela sangat busy diz month...until rest 4 myself pun xsmpt...Badan dh sengal2, otak dh tepu tnggu time nk meletup je, kepala dh pening nsb baik still waras...jalan pun dh x betul....tido xmenentu...cakap pun asyik tersasul2 bila otak fikir lain, mulut sebut lain....huhuhuh....

Antara perkara yang membuatkan Kiela busy diz month....MEI....:

• Register new students batch 2010/2011.
• Study for interview SPP...( banyak yang kena kiela prepare)...last person among all the matriculation's lectures.
• Program Mentor Mentee (Kiela dah ada mentee-cm adik-adik sndiri la)
• Kursus INTEL for 4 days....(first time be AJK makanan, peserta and MC)
• Timetable
• How to adapt and master topic 1, 2 and 3 for IT Subject (opensource)

...........................ada beberapa lagi yg xperlu la listed................................
...........................busy x Kiela???hehehe......buat2 busy je kan..................

Main reason kiela write somethings in diz blog, juz for wish:

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY for ONE AND THE ONLY ONE MY BELOVED MOM

ma...

doakan La berjaya di dunia akhirat deh...

bertemu jodoh yang terbaik...jadi menantu kesayangan ma...hehehe....

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY for ALL MY TEACHERS...

smg terus tabah dan ikhlas mendidik anak bangsa...

Billion thanks 4 everythings....

Because of you TEACHER, i'm be a TEACHER....

SELAMAT HARI PEKERJA AND SELAMAT HARI JURURAWAT JUGAK...

*to cikna (my lovely aunty).....Happy Anniversary....
*hope you happy wif ayah chik ever and forever...
*be a good wife erk...